Distract Me Please!
*sigh* I really do not want to go to bed. Even though my New Moon audiobook is waiting for me in my cd player.
Yeah, call me crazy, but I actually WANT to listen to New Moon. I’m hoping it will give me some perspective: what Bella went through (getting torn from Edward) is way worse than what I am going through. At least I know that my man still loves me and if he had a choice he wouldn’t leave me (darn navy).
But it’s hard. Now, that I’ve found my other half I feel incomplete w/o him. It’s not like I can’t handle being w/o him. It’s just I’m so much more aware now of part of myself missing. I’m like puzzle missing just a piece. It appears complete, but your eyes keeping getting drawn to that one empty spot.
No. Actually, I feel like a puzzle that someone put together and then just tossed all the pieces into the air. Messed up, disorganized; pieces here, pieces there, pieces right side up and pieces upside down. All a jumble. Helter skelter.
The only good thing about this is that in my desperate attempt to distract myself, I may actually achieve some of my life goals.
My dancing itch has returned. I’m even working feverishly on my novel! 
Eh, maybe I should be working on that now…
01:57 AM
Chronicled by: Her Grace, the Duchess Dethroned
